Friday, September 11th, 2009
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10:30 am
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You idiot. You absolute moroic idiot. I'm so mad... no, I'm so pissed off at you right now.
Thanks for bringig this all up again, really. I so wanted to deal with this all over again after two years.
Jerk.
current mood:  infuriated
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Thursday, August 13th, 2009
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5:55 am - Well- screw it
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Thursday, July 9th, 2009
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5:30 pm - Travelling!
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Wooooo! I love seeing the world!
It's amazing how far so little money stretches! Especially if you have the gift of the gab...
current mood:  giddy
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Thursday, June 18th, 2009
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9:06 am - -Blocked from McGowans-
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So- Richy has a kid.
I knew this. I'm not a total idiot. Really. It's just- up until now- I could kinda ignore it. I mean- Rosie's cool. We get on okay. It's fun ganging up with her against her dad... but that's what he is. Her dad. And, her mum is dead... and I know if I started dating him that doesn't make me her replacement in any way. And I don't want that. But... But can you do that? Can you date a guy with a kid and not end up in some kind of mother-like role?
I stayed over at Richy's the other night. -Nothing- happened so don't go getting your dirty little minds all excited. It's just... Rosie climbed into bed with us. It really freaked me out. And I don't know how to make it not freak me out.
It's such a fundamental thing. In relationships, if you're compatible, you both want kids at around the same time, right? But- I don't. I don't want to be a mother and I don't want kids and he already has one.
Things were never supposed to be this complicated.
current mood:  worried
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Thursday, May 21st, 2009
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9:17 pm
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So- I was trying to convince Richy of something, and in doing so I pointed out that I'd only be hanging out with him all week. Which worked for my argument, but kinda doesn't work for my social life. If you can even claim I have one any more. I see Danny in work and I see Richy at home. I see my parents once every few weeks. I call round to Wolf's every now and again, but I haven't even done that in a while. I need to expand my social circle for sure.
Does anybody have any suggestions for the best way to do that?
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Monday, April 27th, 2009
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6:32 pm
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So- my picnic was kindve a blowout. Wolf brought watermelon. That was good. I like watermelon.
This stupid credit crunch or recession or whatever is hitting ven the magical world now. People are still buying pranks, but there's a lot more who just come in to look and figure out how to make their own. Means there's less hours available. Not good.
This is why we should all go back to school. I could catch up on beauty sleep in History of Magic. Or make some pep up potions in, well, Potions, if that fails. And I could finally learn how to be an animagus if I took enought Transfiguration classes, I'm sure of it. I know they don't teach that and McGonagal isn't exactly my best friend but... I dunno. Actually, maybe I should just practise that anyways.
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Monday, April 13th, 2009
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8:14 pm - Cooking for the masses
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Oh Merlin.
This is insanely complicated. And far more difficult than anyone ever pretended. How do people do this every day? My word.
Superhuman. That's what they are.
current mood:  busy
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Sunday, March 22nd, 2009
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7:25 pm - Spring
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The sun is shining a lot more recently. It makes me happy. I think I have that seasonal affected disorder. But in a good way.
I demand a picnic. A bring-your-own-something picnic. I shall bring sandwiches. Apparently I'm good at sandwiches.
So- I will be on the grass next to the path between Hogwarts and Hogsmeade, about half way, at noon tomorrow. I plan on being there all afternoon. But even if you can only make it for your lunch hour, come along! It'll be fun. And you can apparate straight there cause it's outside of the Hogwarts grounds, so no excuses!
I might even bring a frisbee.
current mood:  cheery
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Thursday, March 12th, 2009
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12:00 am - For the record
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Tuesday, March 3rd, 2009
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3:11 am
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I hate crying.
Not that I have been. Don't worry. I'm fine. Really. Don't all come rushing to check on me at once. There's no point.
Seriously though. I am fine.
The thing is- about crying- it brings on the hiccups. And I hate the hiccups. And I have the hiccups. That's a much more serious ailment.
Now you can all come running to help me. The surprise of that might just do the trick.
current mood:  cranky
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Thursday, February 19th, 2009
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5:48 pm
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So... does anyone wanna move in with me?
I meant to write that a lot more sophisticatedly. But then- I'm not very sophisticated so... I dunno.
I've got a spare double bedroom for rent. And another room that could be converted into a bedroom I guess. It's kinda bedless at the moment. Less beddy and more roomy. I live in a pretty good location in Hogsmeade, but then, it being in Hogsmeade, the location doesn't really matter so much as you can apparate to anywhere from anywhere. Uh.... yeah.
I dunno what I'm supposed to say. I mean- you guys all have homes. I just- I guess I thought I'd put it out there. If you know anybody who's looking, or something. Better than just writing into the Daily Prophet. And it turns out I wasn't very good at writing 'room for rent' advertisements in the end, sophisticated or otherwise.
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Thursday, February 12th, 2009
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10:35 pm
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3:30 am - It's official
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Thursday, January 15th, 2009
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12:04 am
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Timing is a bitch.
And things are never as easy to take back as they are to do.
I know Christmas alone is one thing, and Valentine's day is something completely different.
And I'm aware that it didn't work.
I still don't care.
Stop bringing back products that you've used to try tricking girls into taking love potions.
I will not give you a refund.
current mood: annoyed
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Wednesday, January 7th, 2009
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9:35 am
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Give a thousand monkeys a thousand typewriters... and they probbaly still couldn't come up with what's been going on in my life.
I don't even know where to start. I haven't been writing because- well- I don't really know. I guess I've been keeping everything to myself. It's weird. Not telling someone people what happened on a day by day basis.
Plus I've had secrets to keep. Which doesn't help the whole sharing thing along. But I guess I'm kinda done with that now. Unless any of you are still interested in hunting Richy down. Honestly, I couldn't even help you find him. I have no idea where he is. They don't have him any more though. Which is good. I guess... maybe I should start further back. Talking things out is healthy right? And since there's nobody here to talk to right now... I can write.
( Writing )
current mood:  overwhelmed
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Tuesday, December 16th, 2008
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12:46 am
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I have a three year old.
Well- I have her staying with me.
The shop's all dust and ashes. Mark and Ian are in hospital. I don't know where Richy is. Nobody knows where Richy is. And I have Rosie. Apparently it was me or a foster home. Too many kids with Mrs. McGowan.
I don't have the... the provisions to look after a three year old! Let alone anything else!
What the hell do I do?
current mood:  panicked
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Tuesday, November 18th, 2008
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6:31 am
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Ugh...
Ow...
I hate apologising. I hate that I make it so I need to all the time.
I hate firewhisky.
current mood:  hungover
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Wednesday, October 29th, 2008
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11:58 pm - Consider this a public service announcement
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Monday, October 20th, 2008
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6:14 am
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I'm scared.
I really am.
I wish all this would stop.
I don't know.... anything. I don't know anything anymore.
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Thursday, October 2nd, 2008
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8:06 pm - One day...
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So... this is it. We can see each other again tomorrow.
I'm kinda scared. No- I'm not scared- I'm terrified.
The time difference is all funny so I didn't want to call. And I didn't want to- I dunno- catch you before you were ready. So I figured this is easiest. Although writing this isn't actually all that easy at all...
We should meet somewhere neutral maybe. Not your place, not mine. I don't know where. Most places that I have memories of we have memories of...
Just... let me know when and where. And please don't make me wait too long. Thanks.
current mood:  anxious
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